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17 May 2008
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i love it when M blogs and updates long essays because honestly despite seeing her everyday, i always just learn something new about her in her blog. i've been the very core of irritating these past few days, irritating the shit out of jannah and maz especially with my new fav line. (:i am coming to the point of being sick of dikir because i get so irritated that we can't get our clap right. i am so afraid that we're going to ruin it all, but what i see in my mind is an amazing performance during manifest. but i'm afraid it's all just part of my imagination and none of it will come true. sighhhhhhhh. it's twin's birthday and i know she doesn't read this so ill save all my loving and speech for just her (: i'm not supposed to like you nor think about you. but you've been on my mind ever since. and thanks for appearing and staying in my head, refusing to get out. i love it when we converse in english and in "i & you" instead of aku and kau, eventhough we do alot of aku's and kau's. i love it when you care and get concerned. i love how you're always there, neither physically nor mentally but just there. i'm just screwed up cos i don't understand a single thing i wrote. it's just this thing of wanting to turn to you when i feel like it and not care when someone else comes to mind. that free feeling of wanting you when i need you and keeping you at bay when i don't. but i don't like how i'm always looking forward to seeing you, and seeing you smile at me. it makes me feel dependent on you. i hate how i'm always looking out for you in places you might possibly be at. but i miss our convos. i do. i miss how we used to talk about random shit all the time and now its just about me. SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i miss you la kental. |
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nor liyana mohd khalis.i'm always in love with pretty boys. like as if i don't learn from experience, i always give in to sweet words. and i never learn from the past. i'm vulnerable to hurt, but i'd like to believe i'm stronger than i seem. jauh di dasar hatiku, aku tahu aku masih kasihimu dan menyintaimu. namun kau sudah berpunya, kau sudah bercinta. disini kita berakhir, tergantung segala cerita dan kisah lama. wishlist
an arsenal jersey please.to watch a play. tagboard
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